January 2011
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The things I have to do for homework sometimes...
Creative Calm Caring
Who is sister of Patrick and daughter of Pat and Gaye
Who loves art, family, and the ocean
Who feels sleepy, restless, yet content
Who needs love, support, and trust
Who gives herself, her thoughts, and love
Who fears going down stairs, loneliness, and jellyfish (once)
Who can’t live without those that she loves, a sense of humor, and hidden beauty
Who would like...
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Current Drag Queen Crush
ONGINA! She’s adorable.
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I finally did some organizing for my zen today, my zen being my mp3 player. I cleaned out some of the music that I don’t listen to anymore and attempted to add a few more things. Sadly, my Eminem, D12, Will Smith’s Greatest Hits, and mixes CDs were being butt faces and I couldn’t get them to work.
Soon, though. Soon.
But I’m pretty glad that I changed some things on my...
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Dear Daniela,
I wish I had a long letter to write but I think I will keep it simple. After these 9 years, I’ve grown and learned and experienced many things in your absence. Though that absence was physical, I’ve never once doubted your love, care, and grace. I love you so much and you give me so much strength and motivation. Keep smiling and being the wise spirit that you are.
Love Always,
Gigi
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SABOTAGE!
I’m pretty sure that what ever sickness I have procured has some diabolical plans to spread amongst all of civilization (or at least my friends or classmates).
Ever since I started to get sick, all I’ve wanted to do is hug and cuddle and nuzzle and cozy up into someones arms. I have to fight the urge to snuggle every single person that comes up to me. It’s terrible. I want hugs...
Anonymous asked: I haven't got a question, but there's always this: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cW20AlC0IbA
ginko-leaves-deactivated2011052 asked: If you had to pinpoint one moment or place as heaven, what would it be?
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Feeling Like Shit. Distraction, please? →
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A Gentle Kiss
All I could remember were lips.
Soft and delicious. Lips;
Simple, elegant, ripe lips.
Ones that were patient and cautious,
asking for a nibble, suckle, gentle tug.
There were lips on my lips,
void of face or eyes,
but planting a loving kiss.
I reached for hair, for some source of identity.
I didn’t find it.
All I could find were lips and,
quite frankly, that’s all that...
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Iris Artistica
My mom and my Uncle Matthew have amazing eye coloration. I mention the both of them because they have very similar eye colors, personalities, and general looks.
It’s hard to describe the color, really. I should say “colors” because there is so much going on in the mess of hazel. Blues, grays, greens, golds, and browns come together to make a work of art. I wish I could get...
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inthewineandblue asked: Such a shame I'm not actually on medication. Maybe I can start now and then leave it on Wednesday. Then again, I'm not a college roommate... so your whole questioning bit was kind of pointless. Justtt saying.
What does the random male actor have to do with anything?
What does the random male actor have to do with anything?
inthewineandblue asked: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_Hor1ynEei8
Yeah, this is what we're seeing. This is after I move in after I run away.
Yeah, this is what we're seeing. This is after I move in after I run away.
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Formspring is Creepy
I don’t even use my old formspring anymore but someone sent me this really weird thing anonymously.
quando você estiver dormindo, olhe para os lados. Tenho saudades, sou Teresa Fidalgo, hoje completo 26 anos de morte, se n enviar isto a 20 pessoas, dormirei a seu lado para sempre, se n acredita pesquisa no google
Apparently it’s Portuguese. The exact translation is a little...
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kizsofdeath asked: what's do you nickname your vagina?
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Watching "The Hunchback of Notre Dame" For the... →
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My younger cousin is putting my lip gloss on.
I’m mostly surprised that he did such a good job.
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I'VE NEVER BEEN SO PISSED ABOUT A SNOW DAY IN MY...
Ok, so like, I’m studying for my calculus midterm. Y’know? That’s hard work. And considering my calculus grade is lagging I need to really push myself. So I’m studying like a beast, starting from 3:30 to 10:30.
I look crazy mostly because I am crazy. So I’m in this calculus mode, sort of like I’m some mathematician on his way to solving some major...
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I want to cuddle but all I need is a good smack to the side of the head.
I can’t really think with all the profanities strewn across my mind at the moment.
I have really got to start fixing things.
I really hate when I cut my nails before I take my contacts out because I’m somewhat fearful about the prospect of scratching my eyes.
(That last statement was far too random to fit into...
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Decisions.
Webcomics > Calculus Midterm Review
Crud.
holameow asked: i kno ive nvr rele tlked 2 u but ur such a q-t ;] letz be friendz!
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I was attempting to figure our some sort of accompaniment on the piano for “Good Fucking Bye” for some reason and then I realized that I have no idea how to play the piano or how to write the notes and the music properly.
I’m not even sure.
All I could remember was that C is the first white key before the double black keys and that it only goes from A to G. The blacks keys are...
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Seeing "Black Swan" with my parents.
This should be interesting.
popcorn and lesbian sex. yeeeeeeeeh
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Incessantly
For months, I’ve had this underlying misery that pervades into my emotions and thoughts. I’m beginning to not be able to stand it any longer but I can’t think of any way to stop it.
I usually enjoy showers immensely but I suppose that changes when you’re crying the whole time. I guess I cracked partially from exhaustion or I’ve really come to realize that what my...
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Awkward!
I just replaced the word “coach” with “uncle” when referring to my fencing coach. That’s fucking weird.
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As I study skin I yearn for skin. I don’t need silk or cotton or cashmere; give me a bare person to wrap around my body and I’d be more than content. Skin to skin contact is one of the most wonderful feelings. Maybe it brings upon some instinctive emotions or infancy-like comforts, sort of like the way the I like the fan’s droning to lull me to sleep.
I wish I could talk more on...
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Now that the year is 2011, people are beginning to have an obsession with the number 11 and the combination of 1’s and 11’s. Maybe it’s just me that people are getting especially excited when 11:11 shows up on their clocks or when they write 1/11/11 as the date on their papers, or making facebook pages about making a wish at 11:11:11 on 11/11/11. OK.
OK.
Now, I have nothing...
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My mom wants to set me up with the random 20-something year old Italian guy that came to the bakery to help make sfogliatelle. I don’t really know why they had to make it at our bakery; I guess they needed the rolling machines and mixers. It was pretty cool and I got some pictures of the process.
But back to my future husband or something, I’m going to have a mail-order husband sent...
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If you saw the way I act when no one is around, you’d assume I’m crazy and suggest I commit myself to some insane asylum.
Seriously.
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Making Music With Boxes
SO MUCH FUN! And here are some of my little melodies:
If you actually took the time to click the boxes and listen to one of these songs, I’ll make you something. Like, a portrait drawing or a brownie.
kizsofdeath asked: you would like that XP
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Arts and Crafts at Midnight!
All in the name of making a religion project.
Oh, and then I get to study for a Calculus test. Awesome.
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There is sometimes a fine line between being...
I’m kind of tottering on both. I suppose it depends on what I’m actually talking about. In that case, I’m content about some things and forcing myself not to care about other ones mostly because I can’t change some stuff or I’m better off not getting involved or some people would be better off without my involvement.
I guess it’s not a terrible thing to try...
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Player Piano
My stick fingers click with a snicker And, chuckling, they knuckle the keys; Light footed, my steel feelers flicker And pluck from these keys melodies. My paper can caper; abandon Is broadcast by dint of my din, And no man or band has a hand in The tones I turn on from within. At times I'm a jumble of rumbles, At others I'm light like the moon, But never my numb plunker fumbles, Misstrums me, or...
inthewineandblue asked: Your background. What's it supposed to be? Because all I see is a guy with a mask on and his hand is coming up over his head, but like it's turning into smoke. And oh! You can see his eyes in the mask. Sort of at the top part of it. And his body's kind of blurry, but it's pretty broad.
But yeah, am I right? (Always right.)
But yeah, am I right? (Always right.)
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My tumblr has just been so static as of lately. I don’t really know why that is. Maybe I have nothing to say. Maybe I just don’t feel the need to say anything through here anymore. I think something has changed, or maybe not. I didn’t change much. I’m the same old same old.
A lot of things kind of keep going on that preoccupy my thoughts and attentions. I’ve been...
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“Channel your inner Buffy!”
– things I say when the fencing team gets to watch “Buffy the Vampire Slayer” on the bus.
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Term Paper: Rough Draft.
Status: fucking DONE!
